Awaken from a beautiful dream

Awakening from a beautiful dream sounds sad, but really it is a happy event, at least you kind of get out from lies. I just gotten out from mine. Kind of unwilling to but still i know i need to. :) In the dream i almost forgotten what i suppose and not suppose. The wake up call just reminded my role.

No more emotional influlence

We are friends. He is my friend and I am his friend. Friends help one another in trouble time. Friends spend time tgt to build friendship.
That's my definition of friends !

Excited!

I am very very excited~
However, deep in my heart i knew, i couldn't be.

Warmth

Going through all I realized being scolded by ur family is a form of blessing. Being laugh by ur friend is a blessing. Needed to rely on someone is a blessing. I felt warmth with all that. I am super imperfect but none of Tt matters. Cause thru Tt imperfection I found more warmth than ever.
Facing the true self in me :) I really misses the J. But I guess I am not in the league. :) sweet memories keeps me happy! I hope more of these memories be made. That brighten me totally!
Facing the true self in me:( I am discourage ttm. My effort is not seen. At least I felt Tt. Fallen star fallen star. Who would know? Who would care?
Facing the true self :s again God I don dare to face You. I have fallen short of Your glory but didnt know how to get back. Need more motivation thanks !

What am i doing?

Again again... I don know what am I doing again:( lack if motivation for almost all things!! My subconscious mind Sabo me ttm. Dreams from Patrick to leehom to ai to what else jj?? Faints can't u just stay out of this ! Alright that's abt all my rattering !

Loneliness

Never knew how can a person feel such loneliness. I am dissapointed yet knew that no one is to be blame. I knew I already lose heart. Didn't know how to come back and re-start. Hopefully I would see a light soon :) I am still believe in hope .

Thank God

Thankful to Him who brought me through the unbearable night. Fear, panic, castdown , lost and pain all He took away. :)
Great is my God. No one would do what He did for me. I am so grateful for Him. All of me for all of Him. Is more than worth. Love you Jesus.
All these words are dedicated to God the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit :)

Between me and God

God of Abraham, Isaac , Israel and Joseph if You can show it to them you can show it to me. :)
I have faith in You.

New Semester

Looking forward :). I know this time can i do better.

Love God

He n she needs to love God.
I am preparing myself for the she to be.
God is preparing the he to be. :)
Blesses

A day with myself

Had a day with myself. I realized how independent can I be at times.
Being with the self could be adictive and this might lead to isolation.
But sometimes there isn't any choice despite knowing the consequence :)
Isn't it? Eat pray n love~ fiasta mooviee aloofny cool!

Genesis

Today is the new beginning of all things.
Casting away the past and now looking forward to the future.
Relief~