My hormones again !

Surprisingly though I knew it was hormonal issue yet I choose to abide in it. So I thought I am just attention seeking that's all:) I really thank God to have the gift of self control. I thank God that I did not throw everything out to that one but to myself only. Cause I already regretted my previous comment. Never knew what would have happen if I did not kept just to myself but the one. Things can be just irreversible :) phew~~ :p

Happy

Happy to see him. Happy to hear those words from him. Happy to feel how he tried his best to be better. Happy that I did not pushed myself to the end. :)

Whatever it is the slogan now is to enjoy the moment because you never know how long it last till :)

Thoughts

由史至终我只是填满你缺口的那一位。

鱼旅行的意义

If you know what i mean:)
Kind of anticipated for the msg to come, kind of wanted to feel wanted by the little act done, kind of waiting for something to happen, kind of believing that all that was said is true, kind of disappointed, kind of unhappy, kind of down, kind of unbelieveable, kind of stupid, kind of foolish, kind of just what i thought. :)
After all i've already learnt not to be into it. it shouldn't affect and wouldn't affect.

随着冷的湿的心腐化
带不走的丢不掉的让大雨侵蚀吧
让他推向我在边界奋不顾身针扎
如果有一个世界混浊的不像话
我会疯狂的爱上

It has never been. What a hard truth that struck right through my inner being.
This part of me will never be shown to you.
Has always been and will continue be.

Shldnt have

I shld have insisted going home myself . Feeling of let down just came upon me again. How long shld this agony last ? Would it be better even ?? My goodness !