Good about me

1 thing good about me:
I will not say anything when I am really angry or upset. ^no one will know and ^no one shall know.

Totally!

Give up.. All up... ^no surprise at all... It's feel so bad when you turn around and realize ^no one is there... I am strong enough actually... Wipe off my tears my life still goes on... ^no one is indispensable in my life... I am just good at self healing and self sustaining in time like this. Not at all surprise , though upset and thought that it would be better when I turn around I would see someone there:) oh well~

One of those days

It just one of those days that even when I am alone I doesn't want anybody to talk to me

As far as i am concerned

AFAIMC .. Somehow I do know that this can nv be. Too much indifferences. I cant help but give up my initial thoughts. Thereafter what will be my stand ? I ponder and ponder and I came to my conclusion ! Fling level then. ^no commitment but being there as company for each other. ^no expectation shld be expected here. My life is still mine same goes for him. How far? How long ? Will not be of any issue anymore. That's settles all!.

F my life!

I am just a total pack of lies. Such a wretch! This is the worst part of my life! What have i become? Oh my! have i not have plan for a future? I needed to be focus in life again! Totally no mood or whatsoever for work and studies not mentioning even work @ church! I just screwed my life totally! Covering myself up with beautiful fake feathers to hide my ineffeciency and laziness. Lies after lies! I had it enough of myself behaving that way. What a freaking irritating WRETCH i am. Oh Man! I am totally F-UP! hated this part of my life and this part of me! Right here right now RACHEL pls CHANGE!!

Ass hole!

I hate it this way totally!!!!! Angry angry angry

What's my problem!

Seriously what's wrong with me! I shouldnt have done it again and again! Reckless impulsive act! I am such a baddie! Faint !gonna be responsible for my act ^no matter what! :)